RIX + KA.DEEPS

best
week
ever.

It's so hard for me to describe just how sad I am to see him go.. again.
But.. I'm so happy for every single second i got to spend with him and his close ones.

Feels amazing to have made some solid memories with him.
It's a beautiful thing.

HEY. I MISS YOU.

UNTITLED STAGE

I have a huge love for DRAKE and my friend got me to listen to a short (but sweet) song done by DRAKE called "SOMETHING".

It's really nice to listen to, especially if you're in that stage with someone when things are still untitled and you're hesitating or wanting to go forward with someone. Check it out.

Fallin' too fast

Clearly rules don't apply

Can't believe that I just met you

You got me here

Watching minutes past by

Wondering when to express you

There you go

Is this a dream

Looking like every picture

That I seen of you before

I've seen it all before

Now that it's over. I shoulda known better

When you think this is real and

You could be mine

I should have known better

Slowed it down cause I feel

You needed time

But I kept thinking

This could be something

Maybe it's just nothing at all

But this could be something

This could be something

Maybe it's just nothing at all

I guess it's what we make it

ON THE REEEEAL

Straight up.Things have turned pretty much 180* in the span of about 2 days.

But it's amazing what talking and letting things out by crying does to help.

I really miss him man. Straight up.

And all this is messing up my sleeping once more, when I was already slowly getting my life sorted again.

Although circumstances call for stressful and moody bitch times.. I somehow feel sort of relaxed? maybe not so relaxed .. but more at peace?

Nah, I'm fully telling fibs. Virtually impossible to feel that way 97% of the time. I actually I only ever feel that way when I'm blocking everything out.

Hmm.. I miss our old memories but looking forward to making new memories completely

overtook my mind.

ch-ch-check this out . An old drawing I did .

Enough of that.

My room is actually ridiculously cluttered / messy / dis-organised

it's absolutely CHAOTIC . man.. all this is telling me is that I need to sort my sh*t out ! haha

See you when I get there .

11.36 PM

Little trial for tomorrow's dress-up party.

OCCASION : Tawa Hall Massey University's End of Year Partaaaay

THEME : Dress up "I WISH I WAS A . . . . "

WHEN: 15th October

I'm going as a . . . .. CHOLA . hahah this is gonna be fun . Teased big hair with a bandanna going around my head. Red lip liner, thin as drawn on eye brows, big gold hoops, white wife beater, beige baggys, got my chucks on too hehehe

here's my trial look :

CRANKIN' THE CRAIGY

4 words to describe what I'm feeling?

1)KICKED

2)IN

3)THE

4)STOMACH

"I'm walking away .. to find a better day.. "

PEACE . Enjoy the day.