to do list.

- find my scarf

- find my iPOD.

- find the 'summer heights high' disk 1

- find the 'OC' season 1 disk 2

find. find. find. find. find.

made my decision.

very happy and I can't wait to test out my decision next year!!

pixie is so cute

hear.. but also LISTEN.

hmmmm....sometimes i feel this.... hehe

Exposure of degrading lyrics and substance-less garbage believe or NOT affects individuals.

Lyrics should be the main thing in music.. it tells a story, informs people and educates people.

Good or bad, lyrics influence people and their lives.

It runs us. It is so important in our lives.. music and the entertainment industry practically controls us.

Music influences= lifestyle, clothing, peers, thoughts... list goes on.

OF COURSE... an amazing beat is great and is also important for certain times, but there is more to it.

Some wouldn't see this point I'm trying to make and just see lyrics to a song superficially. When in fact, words to a song send us messages, influence our thoughts and have underlying meanings to them. I just think lyrics should be more listened to, since music is an integral part of our lives.

that is all. good night :)

big fat fail. Ramblings at 1.12am

-another huge fail at trying to get to sleep. an NO, I didn't drink coffee or any other bullshit excuse for me not sleeping properly. Things just circulate in my head. Things that won't leave, and from time to time still make me cry.. just a little bit, or just random scenarios that have happened or I have imagined.

-'eat, pray, love.' - written by Elizabeth Gilbert = next read. I just have to.. considering the controversial reviews by many woman from all walks of life. Some say it's great some would say otherwise. I need to know for myself. Can't wait.

- my new guilty pleasure = I LOVE MONEY showing on MTV eeeevery weeknight. It's so tragic.. but it has been my guilty pleasure for this one-week of indulging in sky television before I need to leave and reunite with my basic fuzzy 1-2-3-4 channels.

- One thing i remember from a number of my lectures and book reviews... that our love relationships resemble needs unmet in our childhood. Our parent-child relationships pretty much directly affect how we handle love commitments. yeah. fun fact for today. laters.

gallery.

Girl it's just a matter of time
Before he finds another more fine
After he's done dulling your shine
You're out the door and he's through with you.

BS.

One day i'll be better at detecting BS. I'm not that good at it yet but one day I'll know because I've been BS'ed so many times. I'll build a little collection of BS and just put the pieces together next time i need to detect it. I guess I wish I wasn't so trusting and always picking out the good things and choosing to leave out the bad. My coat of 'trust' is wearing thin.. very thin. It's practically resembling a sheer piece of material.. the cold easily gets through. NEXT.

Taio Cruz - Dynamite

SOOOO... THE LYRICS ARE:
"I throw my hands up in the air sometimes, sayin’ ay-oh, gotta let go"

I OPENLY ADMIT I THOUGHT THE LYRICS WERE:
"I throw my hands up in the air sometimes, sayin’ ay-oh, Galileo!"

Hmmm... I like mine better :)

hehehehehehehe...

define: COMMITMENT

–noun

1.

the act of committing.

2.

the state of being committed.

3.

the act of committing, pledging, or engaging oneself.

4.

a pledge or promise; obligation.

love trey baby .

can you like... not.

Holy moley. I HATE people that claim shit. It's like.. dude. i'm not keeping a record of your good deeds.

just do the job and shut up.

disagree.

“Girls do not dress for boys. They dress for themselves, and of course, each other. If girls dressed for boys, they’d just walk around naked at all times.” - Betsey Johnson

sooooo not true.

i know for a fact that when many girls get ready to go out, they are going to find something to wear that they know will get them attention from certain guys. plain and simple. that quote has little truth to it.

NEXT.

original epitome of beauty and class.

AUDREY HEPBURN SINGING MOON RIVER.

men.

don't marry a progressive feminist.

they wont strive to make a happy home.

they'll just try and make a point to always be better than you

= a big fat FAIL.

women shouldn't read cosmo.

it's a piece of shit and fucks with the female brain.

I hate it when girls tell me something they read in cosmo.

stupid. pointless. lacking substance. NEXT.

don't want no paper gangsta.

Because I do not accept any less than someone

just as real, as fabulous.

Don't want no paper gangsta.

not really into this sort of stuff. but my zodiac sign and lifepath number characteristics state the same things..hmmm....

9 NINE

You are the philanthropist, humanitarian, socially conscious, and are deeply concerned about the state of the world. You have great compassion and idealism. You are a utopian, and will spend your life trying to realize some aspect of your utopian dream, sacrificing money, time, and energy for a better world. It is in giving that you will find much satisfaction. You have a broad outlook on life. You tend to see the big picture, rather than the minute details. You naturally attract people from all walks of life who can fit into your larger plans and take over the areas you find uninteresting. The person with a 9 Life Path is rarely prejudiced or accepts social biases of people. Instead, they evaluate people on the basis of what they can do for the larger cause. They are the true egalitarian.

The Life Path 9 suggests that you entered this plane with an abundance of dramatic feelings coupled with a strong sense of compassion and generosity. The key to the nature of a Life Path number 9 person is found in their humanitarian attitude. Even the very average of those with life path 9 possess extremely compassionate tendencies.

Usually this number produces an individual that is very trustworthy and honorable, and one unlikely to harbor any sort of prejudice. Obviously, this is a rather tall order, but you are, in fact, a person that feels very deeply for individuals less fortunate than yourself, and if you are in a position to help, you certainly will. The 9, being the highest of the single digit numbers, holds an elevated position in terms of responsibilities to mankind.

Material gains are not overly important, although the quality of some life path 9 people is such that they are materially rewarded in very significant ways. In this, however, the 9 Life Path is not apt to get rich since they are very generous, sometimes to a fault, and usually have an easy come, easy go attitude about money. The rare 9 life path has a totally selfless attitude, giving up of material possessions for the common good.

The 9 Life Path indicates you have a commanding presence. You have the ability to make friends very easily, as people are attracted to your magnetic, open personality. The term "hail-fellow" may have been coined to describe a 9 Life Path, as you may indeed be one of those who is generally upbeat and heartily friendly and congenial. You meet people easily and are quickly befriended because of your openness and amiable demeanor. Your genial ways often put you in the lead in whatever field of endeavor you pursue.

Relationships can be difficult for you because it is hard to strike a balance that will work effectively. If your partner is one sharing your giving attitudes, the relationship will be happy and lasting. On the other hand, if you choose a partner whose focus is on material issues, problems will arise quickly.

You tend to be quite sensitive, as you see the world with much feeling. The number 9's very deep understanding of life is sometimes manifested in the artistic and literary fields. If drama and acting is not your forte, it will surely be an area of great interest and potential. Likewise, you may be able to express your deep emotional feelings through painting, writing, music, or other art forms.

The purpose of life for those with a 9 life path is often of a philosophical nature. Judges, spiritual leaders, healers and educators frequently have much 9 energy. The number is less inclined to the competitive business environment and may find this a struggle.

As do all the life path numbers, the 9 has its negative side. Because of the demanding nature of the truly positive 9, many tend to fail in this category. It is not uncommon for persons with the 9 life path to fight the realities and challenges of purpose imposed here because selflessness is not an easy trait. You may have difficulty believing that giving and a lack of personal ambition can be satisfying. It must be realized and accepted that little long-term satisfaction and happiness is to be gained by rejecting the natural humanitarian inclinations of this path.

if you love something let it go..

and if it comes back

then it's how you know.

well now i know.

LOVE THIS DUDE!! HAHAHAHAHA BIGGEST DRAMA QUEEN EVER.

this shit cheers me up every damn time. give it a watch

TRUST.

NOPE.

NOT HERE.

don't wanna be sour.

cry me a river.

you were my sun

you were my earth.

but you didn't know all the ways i loved you. no.

gadd'dam you sexy.

"i ain't looking for love.

he's gone.."

Ain't thinking about you - Chris Brown