LDR

The distance between you and I has a nickname. its called SACRIFICE.

wuvs

i know, i know.

And now when all is gone

There is nothing to say

And if you're done with embarrassing me

On your own you can go ahead tell them

Tell them all I know now

Shout it from the roof tops

Write it on the sky line

All we had is gone now

Tell them I was happy

And my heart is broken

All my scars are open

Tell them what I hoped would be

Impossible, impossible

faith.

faith in God

faith in love

faith in each other

that brings two people together

and enables these two people to take that risk.

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The best thing in life is finding that someone who knows all your faults and flaws and still thinks you're amazing.

love this woman

http://www.youtube.com/user/JessicaCornish

I LOVE MY CHILDHOOD. nostalgic look

pogs - pokemon - barney - power rangers - crazy bones - TLC - polly pocket - SEGA GENESIS !!!!- goose bumps - tamagotchi - LEGO - Barbie - Knex - Yo Yos - Melrose Place - Saved by the Bell - Clue less - Fresh Prince of Bel Air - Hanson - Friends - Moesha - Cassette Tapes - Cindy Crawford - Mariah Carey - Boyz II Men - Ace of Base - Home Alone - Andrew Keegan - Michael Jackson - Jelly Sandals - Converse - Reebok - doodle bear - Home Improvement - animorphs - pepper ann - hey arnold - arthur - Da Bomb - Kenan and Kel - Getting Jiggy with it - No Doubt - Rhythm is the dancer - Love and Devotion - Hootie and the blowfish - scrunchies - Titanic - Space Jam - Butterfly clips - All That - Burger King Character Kids - Honey, I Shrunk the kids - Sailor Moon - Rugrats - The Magic School Bus - Zack morris - Backstreet Boys - kelly kopowski - MK and A - Doug - Savage Garden - Tattoo choker necklaces - Taping from the Radio - Bowl cuts - Craig David - Discmans - overalls - glitter!! - marbles - putty - platform pulps - .... i could go on for daaays :)

if you ask me.

i like to look at beautiful women xx

cool!

retweets and over 100 notes

in just 2 hours!?

lovely day!

it's so fluffy!!!!!!!

and this too shall pass.

the rainbow after the rain is ALWAYS there.

you're dumb.

eat less. move more. why do girls try to find shortcuts and excuses.

hmmph.

I just had a wake up call
Wishing that I never let you fall
Baby you are not to blame at all.
When I'm the one that pushed you away
Baby if you knew I cared
You'd have never went nowhere
Girl I should've been right there.

yeah,i would but..

i write in my journal more often now.

sayonara!

my favourite B II M cover

we'll make the biggest mistake of our lives.

don't do it baby.

these lyrics are not ridiculous.

"reminiscing on the times we shared, how you loved me like no one else and now that you walked away, its clear to me we did this to ourselves. i hurt you deep inside, i need to apologize.. but i don't know if you're ready to hear my words.... How come we don't see when we've got her infront of us. Until she finally leaves, all of a sudden its obvious. You try to get her back, but she could only see the past...How do u cope with that.. How do you cope with that?"

- How do you cope - BOBBY TINSLEY

all saints // never ever

i love thissssss

“My boyfriend used to ask his mother, 'How can I find the right woman for me?' and she would answer, 'Don't worry about finding the right woman- concentrate on becoming the right man." -Unknown

Really goes for both sexes. Be the best you can be, because you have no control over other people's behaviours and feelings so just know how to better yours. I love this quote :)

save a life.

DONATE BLOOD.

and you get a free chocolate bar and key ring. everyone wins, really.. :)

hey pretty baby with the high heels on.

I l i k e t h e g r o o v e o f

y o u r w a l k

y o u r t a l k

y o u r d r e s s

no bueno. no mas.

So you think it's okay

for you to come home

3 in the fuckin morning

No bueno, no mas

You been a bad boy so my p*ssy's on strike

Your dinner's on the stove

I been waitin all night for ya

So you gotta learn your lesson

If you act up I'ma take it away

You can act dumb but you know I ain't playin

I'll put my snatch right back up in my goodie bag

Put my snatch right back up in my goodie bag

In my goodie bag

I'll put my snatch right back up in my goodie bag

Put my snatch right back up in my goodie bag

Your problem is, you're takin me for granted

I'm the baddest b**ch on the planet

But I'm here, stuck stupid on you

I shoulda cheated but I couldnt have done better

You the, you the best & that's why I put up with your shit

Next time you aint gettin none of this, ohhhhh

If you act up I'ma take it away

You can act dumb but you know I ain't playin

I'll put my snatch right back up in my goodie bag

Put my snatch right back up in my goodie bag

In my goodie bag

I'll put my snatch right back up in my goodie bag

Put my snatch right back up in my goodie bag

Think you've got some serious making up to do

I know you see my number poppin up when I'm callin' you

But you ignored it, I aint for it, now I'm ignoring you

Give you the cold shoulder, once you roll over

I'm not featuring you

Oh oh oh oooooohhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

If you act up I'ma take it away

You can act dumb but you know I ain't playin

I'll put my snatch right back up in my goodie bag

Put my snatch right back up in my goodie bag

If you act up I'ma take it away

You can act dumb but you know I ain't playin

I'll put my snatch right back up in my goodie bag

Put my snatch right back up in my goodie bag

In my goodie bag

I'll put my snatch right back up in my goodie bag

Put my snatch right back up in my goodie bag

I never knew a luh, luh-luh, a love like this / COMMON feat. E.BADU

There are times.. when you'll need someone..
I will be by your side..
There is a light, that shines,
Special for you, and me..

I never knew a luh, luh-luh, a love like this

Gotta be somethin for me to write this

Queen, I ain't seen you in a minute

Wrote this letter, and finally decide to send it

Signed sealed delivered for us to grow together

Love has no limit, let's spend it slow forever

I know your heart is weathered by what studs did to you

I ain't gon' assault em cause I probably did it too

Because of you, feelings I handle with care

Some niggaz recognize the light but they can't handle the glare

You know I ain't the type to walk around with matchin shirts

If relationship is effort I will match your work

I wanna be the one to make you happiest, it hurts you the most

They say the end is near, it's important that we close..

.. to the most, high

Regardless of what happen on him let's rely

Yo, yo, check it

It's important, we communicate

and tune the fate of this union, to the right pitch

I never call you my bitch or even my boo

There's so much in a name and so much more in you

Few understand the union of woman and man

And sex and a tingle is where they assume that it land

But that's fly by night for you and the sky I write

For in these cold Chi night's moon, you my light

If heaven had a height, you would be that tall

Ghetto to coffee shop, through you I see that all

Let's stick to understandin and we won't fall

For better or worse times, I hope to me you call

So I pray everyday more than anything

friends will stay as we begin to lay

this foundation for a family - love ain't simple

Why can't it be anything worth having you work at annually

Granted we known each other for some time

It don't take a whole day to recognize sunshine

Yeah.. yo, yo, check it

It's kinda fresh you listen to more than hip-hop

and I can catch you in the mix from beauty to thrift shop

Plus you ship hop when it's time to, thinkin you fresh

Suggestin beats I should rhyme to

At times when I'm lost I try to find you

You know to give me space when it's time to

My heart's dictionary defines you, it's love and happiness

Truthfully it's hard tryin to practice abstinence

The time we committed love it was real good

Had to be for me to arrive and it still feel good

I know the sex ain't gon' keep you, but as my equal

it's how I must treat you

As my reflection in light I'ma lead you

And whatever's right, I'ma feed you

Digga-da, digga-da, digga-da, digga-digga-da-da

Yo I tell you the rest when I see you, peace

completely drowning.

just little more hard work and it'll all be over.

this video makes me happy :) // F.A.M.E

chris brown > trey songz

just personally.

nuvo. sparkling liqueur

so pretty and cute.

i want you.

so many hot girls
i need your warm
the taste of your mouth
girl i need your warm.

seriously.

i'm gonna lock the door.

and you better not knock.

and stuff.

.

is it better? is it worse?

are we sitting in reverse?

Just know you're not in this thing alone
There's always a place in me that you can call home
Whenever you feel like we're growing apart
Let's just go back, back, back, back, back to the start.

Anything that's worth having
Is sure enough worth fighting for
Quitting's out of the question
When it gets tough, gotta fight some more.

We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love

mister steal your girl?

i don't think that's an appropriate way to introduce yourself.

semester two. epic fail. epic catching up to do.

more than love. - amerie

"hard to live with the question

who you with? what you doing?

keeping one eye open. "

Prayer to St Anthony.

Please help me find my USB, iPod, scarf, missing discs, banana republic 'alabaster' perfume.

Thank You,

Amen.

update. wow. 9:43am

found = iPod, scarf and perfume.

PRAISE GOD :)

trina dolenz .

"I often hear men say, “It’s just sex,” as a way to convey that they are able to compartmentalize the affair and separate it from their primary relationship. Yet what happens is that the guilt and anxiety generated by the affair have to be squelched, and soon the man’s negative emotions overflow and are directed at his partner............"

‎"Women are very good at denial. They suspect that their partners are being unfaithful, yet in some cases even if they have irrefutable evidence, they still can’t bring themselves to fully believe it. "

‎"And so it goes. For every one step you take toward him, he takes two steps backward. For every two steps he takes toward you, you take two steps forward, making him step away again. It’s a perpetual dance that leads to frustration, disappointment, anger, and resentment."

“After all, who does he think he is? I’ve put up with all of his little quirks and nonsense. I’ve made sacrifices. So where does he get off acting so aloof, able to make time and be available for everyone but me?.” Yet even though many women find themselves furious with their men at this stage, they are not willing or able to confront their partners with their dissatisfaction, "

last nerve.

'some women just tolerate way too damn much
Now I know we gotta choose our battles
But damn it, every woman gotta breaking point.'

the one song where every single word fits.

Closed off from love, I didn't need the pain

Once or twice was enough and it was all in vain

Time starts to pass before you know it you're frozen

But something happened for the very first time with you

My heart melted to the ground, found something true

And everyone's looking 'round, thinking I'm going crazy

But I don't care what they say, I'm in love with you

They try to pull me away but they don't know the truth

My heart's crippled by the vein that I keep on closing

You cut me open

And I keep bleeding, keep, keep bleeding love

I keep bleeding, I keep, keep bleeding love

Keep bleeding, keep, keep bleeding love

You cut me open

Trying hard not to hear but they talk so loud

Their piercing sounds fill my ears try to fill me with doubt

Yet I know that the goal is to keep me from falling

But nothing's greater than the rush

That comes with your embrace

And in this world of loneliness I see your face

Yet everyone around me thinks that I'm going crazy

Maybe, maybe

But I don't care what they say, I'm in love with you

They try to pull me away but they don't know the truth

My heart's crippled by the vein that I keep on closing

You cut me open

And I keep bleeding, keep, keep bleeding love

I keep bleeding, I keep, keep bleeding love

Keep bleeding, keep, keep bleeding love

You cut me open

And it's draining all of me

Oh, they find it hard to believe

I'll be wearing these scars for everyone to see

I don't care what they say, I'm in love with you

They try to pull me away but they don't know the truth

My heart's crippled by the vein that I keep on closing

You cut me open

And I keep bleeding, keep, keep bleeding love

I keep bleeding, I keep, keep bleeding love

Keep bleeding, keep, keep bleeding love

You cut me open

And I keep bleeding, keep, keep bleeding love

I keep bleeding, I keep, keep bleeding love

Keep bleeding, keep, keep bleeding love

You cut me open

And I keep bleeding, keep, keep bleeding love

believe it.

..Sometimes the most important fights are the ones you avoid.

try loving instead.

"Holding anger is a poison. It eats you from the inside. We think that hating is a weapon that attacks the person who harmed us. But hatred is a curved blade. And the harm we do, we do to ourselves."

to do list.

- find my scarf

- find my iPOD.

- find the 'summer heights high' disk 1

- find the 'OC' season 1 disk 2

find. find. find. find. find.

made my decision.

very happy and I can't wait to test out my decision next year!!

pixie is so cute

hear.. but also LISTEN.

hmmmm....sometimes i feel this.... hehe

Exposure of degrading lyrics and substance-less garbage believe or NOT affects individuals.

Lyrics should be the main thing in music.. it tells a story, informs people and educates people.

Good or bad, lyrics influence people and their lives.

It runs us. It is so important in our lives.. music and the entertainment industry practically controls us.

Music influences= lifestyle, clothing, peers, thoughts... list goes on.

OF COURSE... an amazing beat is great and is also important for certain times, but there is more to it.

Some wouldn't see this point I'm trying to make and just see lyrics to a song superficially. When in fact, words to a song send us messages, influence our thoughts and have underlying meanings to them. I just think lyrics should be more listened to, since music is an integral part of our lives.

that is all. good night :)

big fat fail. Ramblings at 1.12am

-another huge fail at trying to get to sleep. an NO, I didn't drink coffee or any other bullshit excuse for me not sleeping properly. Things just circulate in my head. Things that won't leave, and from time to time still make me cry.. just a little bit, or just random scenarios that have happened or I have imagined.

-'eat, pray, love.' - written by Elizabeth Gilbert = next read. I just have to.. considering the controversial reviews by many woman from all walks of life. Some say it's great some would say otherwise. I need to know for myself. Can't wait.

- my new guilty pleasure = I LOVE MONEY showing on MTV eeeevery weeknight. It's so tragic.. but it has been my guilty pleasure for this one-week of indulging in sky television before I need to leave and reunite with my basic fuzzy 1-2-3-4 channels.

- One thing i remember from a number of my lectures and book reviews... that our love relationships resemble needs unmet in our childhood. Our parent-child relationships pretty much directly affect how we handle love commitments. yeah. fun fact for today. laters.

gallery.

Girl it's just a matter of time
Before he finds another more fine
After he's done dulling your shine
You're out the door and he's through with you.

BS.

One day i'll be better at detecting BS. I'm not that good at it yet but one day I'll know because I've been BS'ed so many times. I'll build a little collection of BS and just put the pieces together next time i need to detect it. I guess I wish I wasn't so trusting and always picking out the good things and choosing to leave out the bad. My coat of 'trust' is wearing thin.. very thin. It's practically resembling a sheer piece of material.. the cold easily gets through. NEXT.

Taio Cruz - Dynamite

SOOOO... THE LYRICS ARE:
"I throw my hands up in the air sometimes, sayin’ ay-oh, gotta let go"

I OPENLY ADMIT I THOUGHT THE LYRICS WERE:
"I throw my hands up in the air sometimes, sayin’ ay-oh, Galileo!"

Hmmm... I like mine better :)

hehehehehehehe...

define: COMMITMENT

–noun

1.

the act of committing.

2.

the state of being committed.

3.

the act of committing, pledging, or engaging oneself.

4.

a pledge or promise; obligation.