2010 / 20-10 / twenty ten : is JUST AROUND THE CORNER I am .. uncomfortable sore unwell etc..etc..rant..rant..rant..
I am forced to be seated for long periods of time or just stand in one spot (in other words, minimal movement) or else i'll be in pain. it sucks. i hate it.
BUT.. I'm just trying to make the most of the situation. by .. -blogging -pathetic attempts to paint -reading (first time since uni ended about 2 months ago!!) -sketching -consuming...... (food + drink.. + goods..) - playing guitar - singing TO FEEL HAPPY IS EASY + SIMPLE :) im sure i'll get well soon
I'M IN LOVE WITH EVERYTHING ABOUT THIS SONG. ENJOY ♥
Don't stray, don't ever go away I should be much too smart for this You know it gets the better of me Sometimes, when you and I collide I fall into an ocean of you, pull me out in time Don't let me drown, let me down I say it's all because of you And here I go, losing my control I'm practicing your name so I can say it to your face It doesn't seem right, to look you in the eye Let all the things you mean to me Come tumbling out my mouth Indeed it's time to tell you why I say it's infinitely true
Say you'll stay, don't come and go Like you do Sway my way, yeah I need to know All about you
And there'sno cure, and no way to be sure Why everything's turned inside out Instilling so much doubt It makes me so tired - I feel so uninspired My head is battling with my heart My logic has been torn apart And now it all turns sour Come sweeten every afternoon
I just came to realise that one of my BIGGEST weaknesses is my way to .. HOLD GRUDGES.
I am terrible.
Even something as small as seeing a photo of someone that has disappointed me in the past, or made me angry or sad (basically anyone that has left a negative vibe in me) my grudge against them seems to come flowing back into my system? New Year's resolution: getting rid of such grudges that need to disappear.
" Everything that happens to you in life shapes you as a person.
Every struggle,
Every Challenge,
Everything that is placed in front of you
is to see how much stronger of a person you're gonna become. "
- Jay - Z