anger fills me up when i watch this video clip.

bleeding love - leona lewis.

one foot out .

one foot in .

my favourite song.

This song is one of my most favourite songs.

Reminds me of my dad and him teaching me guitar when I was younger and the sort of music I used to listen with him in the car.
It also reminds of a situation.. where you wanna walk away from someone. but something is keeping you there because you love them so damn much.

A song about a man who wants to leave this woman because their relationship is strained, but something about his woman makes him stay.. and he doesn't know what it is.

"Girl, I get lonely, too
You don't have to worry
Just hold on tight
(don't get caught in your little world)
'Cause I love you
Nothing's wrong as far as I can see
We make it harder than it has to be
and I can't tell you why.. "

exams and mid year papers can ...

F*CK OFF. RIGHT NOW.

See we men can't take another man pleasin' our woman

"maybe i deserve..."
maybe you do. but i ain't like that.



do you mind if I tell the truth for a second ya'll

Maybe I deserve,
to wonder who's callin so damn late
for you to say I'm trippin,
just a homie from up-state
Don't he know, it's one o'clock in the mornin'?
Say it's cool, baby it's cool

Maybe I deserve,
For you to say he's comin into town
and he was just wonderin' if you and him could hang out
I don't like it.
but I know I gotta trust you
It ain't cool, 'cuz I know it's true

Maybe I deserve
for you to go out and find some other guy
maybe I deserve
for you to stay out with him all night
maybe I deserve
for you to do all the things I did to you
Maybe I deserve
maybe I deserve

Maybe I deserve
for you to put on, a sexy dress
for me to ask you, who the hell you tryna impress
for you to laugh it off, like it ain't nothin'
I know it's it's somethin, maybe
Maybe I deserve
to sit at home and wonder where you are
is he kissin' you, touchin' you, holdin' you, what
to take a drink and help ease my mind
i wanna be mad after all those times

Maybe I deserve
for me to ask you, where you been
Maybe I deserve
for you to say I betta stop trippin
Maybe I deserve
To grab yo neck, until you let me know
Maybe I deserve
for you to run cryin', cryin' out the door
Maybe I deserve
to grab my coat and chase you down the street
Maybe I deserve
to say it's not you, it's my own insecurities
Maybe I deserve
for you to say, yes I cheated on you
Maybe I deserve
I won't care 'cuz after all I put you through
maybe I deserve
to be mistreated sometimes
Maybe I deserve
to even be lied to sometimes
Maybe I deserve
maybe you should go cheat on me
Maybe I deserve

Maybe I should sit and wait by the phone
Maybe I deserve
'cuz I done paged you about three or four times
Maybe I deserve
girl I know, girl I know I done put you through it baby
(put you through hell)
Maybe I deserve
wanna know can I, can I know can I maybe I deserve

See we men can't take
another man pleasin' our woman
we can't even stand waitin by the phone
but we do the same shit
oh damn, oh damn, oh damn
I know I deserve it

what can come from love .

"Betrayal can only happen if you love."
-- John Le Carre

you won't feel the pain of betrayal

if you never loved them in the first place.

trey songz . one love

"Honey, let me break it down
See, we livin in a lonely world
Aint you tired of the runnin round?
Don't you wanna be my only girl?
Baby can I be the one you call?
When you're tired of the lies
And the truth is all you wanna hear..."