Wednesday, November 25, 2009

RIGHT NOW NA NA

I've haven't been this happy in a
long
long
long

TIME .

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

IF YOU'RE GOING TO PROMISE ME ANYTHING

SAVE
THE
LAST
DANCE
FOR
ME .


uni + all the bullshit that comes with it is all over and done with for 2009. I just need to do a few more things before life itself actually starts. I have to surrender myself to a summer job to support my sad self, and then award myself for slaving away during my pathetic free time.
Get money + spend money = story of our lives.
I HATE WINDOW SHOPPING: when I'm fully low on funds, because when i do get funds.. I am left with NOTHING or even better.. I'm left in the NEGATIVE zone. someone teach me some discipline. now.

Putting that to the side...
I've been standing at the crossroads where emotion meets reality this whole year.
I know which road I should be walking down.. but emotion always gets the best of me. fuck it. i need my damn warrior face on !! where the hell is it !!

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

THROWBACK STUFF

I miss being a kid in the 90s when we had some ULTIMATE fads.
fad = A phenomenon that becomes popular for a very very very short time
I have this serious feeling that now the 90s have come and gone, there just isn't much of a craze with many fads anymore? hmm.. WHATEVERRRRRR
I just know some of us grew up with some wicked ones .

My personal favourites :

Pogs Also known as "Caps": The Pog craze got me REAL bad when I was about 5 ?? I even entered a tournament for it at the mall because I thought I was that good.. yeah. I sucked.


The Tamagotchi : I had quite a number of these during the time they were hot on the market! Mine kept dying becasue I'd forget to clean up their poo :( stink. I couldn't even take care of a virtual pet.

Polly Pocket : And NO .. I am not talking about the huge ones with the plastic clothes you dress them up with. I'm talking about the ORIGINAL Polly Pocket. The one where a wonderful world would be right there in your palm when you would open up the Pocket sized case and inside you would find minituare polly pocketsto play with and you would be entertained for hours ! (I even owned that star shaped one in the middle!)


Marbles: This fad was intense during primary years. We used to have marble competitions held by the school because they were THAT intense. I remember getting into a serious fight with my friend when I was 6 when I thought we were playing for keeps! THEN she didn't even give me her marbles when I won :( haha oh how cut was I !!

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

MY FOUR LINE VENT .

tiger lily in bloom
http://thegypsybutterfly2.blogspot.com/2008/08/tiger-lilies.html



All have given into the man on the left too many times.

I try to push mine under the mat, but I still fail to hide what is fiction.

Over thought and over played in my mind every night.

One day I will grow into something real. That is my one and only conviction.


blah blah blah. my four line vent is now over.
good night x sweetdreams

Sunday, November 1, 2009

AN EXCUSE TO GO OUT


http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Halloween
history of halloween :
more typically linked to the Celtic festival of Samhain or Samuin, The name is derived from Old Irish and means roughly "summer's end".
The festival of Samhain celebrates the end of the "lighter half" of the year and the beginning if the "darker half", and is sometimes regarded as the "Celtic New Year".
The celebration has some elements of a festival of the dead. The ancient Celts believed that the border between this world and the Otherworld became thin on Samhain, allowing spirits (both harmless and harmful) to pass through. The family's ancestors were honoured and invited home whilst harmful spirits were warded off. It is believed that the need to ward off harmful spirits led to the wearing of costumes and masks. Their purpose was to disguise oneself as a harmful spirit and thus avoid harm.


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After going out last night (using Halloween as an excuse) i got curious to just know even the tiniest bit as to where Halloween came from. So, now that's out of the way.
We decided to dress as "shadows". awesome :) another excuse for me to wear all black.